No turning BACK!!!

When I'm with my gangs..
I felt that I'm the greatest among my gangs... (MkBB)

But after I stepped my 1st step in my College Life...
And I felt that I'm just nothing....
I felt so lonely to walk this path...

"Panda" is the one who guide me to this path....
But he's not walking with me... Yet I felt so much stress and sadness....
They are speaking well in English... So self-abased....

Fortunately... I met those colleagues which is able to communicate to...
and the unfortunately,
I've been separated in group with those peoples which is unable to communicate..
The way they talk and the way they jokes... I'm totally doesn't feel interested ==

I've been cried over and over again...
Cause I really felt so suffer to walk this path..
And my parents.... I know they had been stressed for my study fees...
I love you.. mom dad... sorry....
And so I want to get a good result to repay them... I need to work hard in this path....
And there is no turning BACK!!!
I have to keep going...... ='(