No turning BACK!!!

When I'm with my gangs..
I felt that I'm the greatest among my gangs... (MkBB)

But after I stepped my 1st step in my College Life...
And I felt that I'm just nothing....
I felt so lonely to walk this path...

"Panda" is the one who guide me to this path....
But he's not walking with me... Yet I felt so much stress and sadness....
They are speaking well in English... So self-abased....

Fortunately... I met those colleagues which is able to communicate to...
and the unfortunately,
I've been separated in group with those peoples which is unable to communicate..
The way they talk and the way they jokes... I'm totally doesn't feel interested ==

I've been cried over and over again...
Cause I really felt so suffer to walk this path..
And my parents.... I know they had been stressed for my study fees...
I love you.. mom dad... sorry....
And so I want to get a good result to repay them... I need to work hard in this path....
And there is no turning BACK!!!
I have to keep going...... ='(

Orientation Days

1st Day-
-Feels a little nervous when I'm there... for alone..
-Knew some friends..
-Nervous when Taking the English Test (Listening , Writing)
-Joined a group , Flickr. We're having almost 13 people +..
-Was having fun but I'm not really enjoying.

2nd Day -
-Knew MORE friends. =D
-Nervous when taking the English Test 2. (Speaking & Reading)
-Having fun and enjoy.
-Seriously TIRED!! LOL!!

3rd Day-
-Knew More and More friends...~~
-Feels happy when I've know my English level was in I level~
(But not really feels happy cause I've not good in my Grammar,Writing and Speaking)
-Know where's my class and managed my C&G time tables although I'm the only one with C&G
-Not really know what's our Drama about.. anyway we've did it lol?
-I've joined the Bowling Club~ =D
-Enjoyed and FUN!!
-Love my Colleague!!

Change

Actually...
I've changed... a little? or perhaps I've changed a lot?
My mind.... and the way I think are different from before..

WELL....
Thanks to those who keep on support me and teaching me... =D

Seriously,I need to change much more better...
And from now on... I have to :
-Give a try to everything in my life and stop acting like a retarded / coward
-Think to a positive way to anythings / any case
-Improve my knowledge to pretend others by looking down me..

Blah Blah Blah....

Whatever it is~
The only thing I have to do is WORK HARD in my entire LIFE!!



-Buddha Bless-

Pressure...

It's been awhile...
I'm keep thinking none stop about my "coming ways"
I felt so stress when I'm thinking about it...

Car test..
College life...
November test....
Coming assignments.....

Although it haven't get started...
But I'm still feel so nervous and stress......
I'm afraid I can't handle it...
Somehow, these days I feel chest pain..
Yet I have to take a deep breathe.... (Cause I'm hard to breathe)

Perhaps I'm a little exhausted....
Just need stay empty my mind...
Live my own way.....

-Buddha Bless-

Old Blog

Haha!!
Just found back my previous blogs...
I felt I so funny and stupid when I'm small.. x3
Here's my previous blogs link... xD

http://raven93.blogspot.com/

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/raven93



Quiet a lot of memory....

A New Thing I've learn.........

I've just argue with someone nasty(anger from love) in my life....
Made me feels to cry... and I told my friend,Alvin.

He told me......

no point crying

wasting ur time

the best way

don talk to him

ignore

let him feel guilty

if he did not realise forget abt it

if he do.

apologize

as simple as tat

u have dignity

u must control ur self

to prevent others by hurting u

This really the great way he teach me.....
And I've feel much more better....
Really thanks Man... Thanks Alvin..... =)



-Peace Out-

New Begins

Finally....
I've put down the things which I have to put......
I've let you go... and put you down... (HELL YEAH!!!)
Well.... everything changed and everyone changed..
Times will not stop for anybody...

Duh!! Start college life soon....
I'm a little nervous.. T______T

Oh ya! Guess What?
I get a NEW PHONE!!! YEEEEEHAAA!!　(Thanks Buddha)
Finally I'm able to use a SmartPhone!! LOL!!
I won't feel anymore bored when I'm outside or anywhere!!

Anyway.. As times goes by.....
I just need to change...
and start my Journey... and have a new begins.... =)



-Peace out-