MkBB

It's been a while we never meet each other....
and yet.. we've date to go to DesaPetaling for Steamboat..
(for friends gathering... well just some of us.. not many -,-)

When I reach and the 1st moment I meet them...
I feels like... normal.. don't really feels anything...
Then I sit down... and quite.... very quite...
they have their jokes.. and they laughing... but..
I don't feel it is funny... I am still quite.. I don't even showing my expression... ==
and.. some of them are keep saying bad words....
and I keep thinking in my heart (Gosh!! Can't you just stop saying bad words?)
I feels very speechless when I'm with them.. but...
they are still like the old one... and I... changed?
Sigh....
Don't know... I just want to keep on the path I'm going... I don't wish to be the old me...
All I want.. is to improve!!