MkBB

It's been a while we never meet each other....
and yet.. we've date to go to DesaPetaling for Steamboat..
(for friends gathering... well just some of us.. not many -,-)

When I reach and the 1st moment I meet them...
I feels like... normal.. don't really feels anything...
Then I sit down... and quite.... very quite...
they have their jokes.. and they laughing... but..
I don't feel it is funny... I am still quite.. I don't even showing my expression... ==
and.. some of them are keep saying bad words....
and I keep thinking in my heart (Gosh!! Can't you just stop saying bad words?)
I feels very speechless when I'm with them.. but...
they are still like the old one... and I... changed?
Sigh....
Don't know... I just want to keep on the path I'm going... I don't wish to be the old me...
All I want.. is to improve!!

Changed...

This is the 3 or 4 weeks in College...
I felt I've totally became another person...
The way I think... is start from Positive way.. not Negative from the start anymore...
The way I talk.. hmm.. although is not really changed.. but still improved a bit.. =D
The way I study.. is not lazy like before anymore..
I'm even forcing my self to study for the WHOLE MIDNIGHT!!

*sigh*
I'm seriously sooooooooo tiring!
Even I don't have class.. but I'm still going to College.. Cause it's so happy to be there.. You will know when you are study there... It's a very happy place for all humanity.

Love my college..
Love my colleagues....

I have to hard working to improves my self...
I want to be a very good life in future... I want to change!!! change change change!!!