No ones BIRD me when I'm down

When my friends are moody and down...
I used to accompany them and none stop fooling my self for making they laugh and happy...

But....

Where's my friends when I am moody and down?
They won't spit a single word to cheer me up.. or even care about me...
They just say they are busy.. blah blah blah....
All are just trying to ignore me...

Is true I am no more KID.
But I'm still an ordinary human... Well, HEY! I have sadness too...
Not only you guys have sadness... ALL of us do have feelings!!

Nah!! It's fine..
What I HAVE TO DO!! Is to change my self!!
And YEAH! Stop looking down on me!! (YOU FREAKING BITCH)

Should I just let go of you....?

Recent days....
I don't feels to write about you anymore....
Or treat you good..
Cause I always used to treat you so far so kind and good...
But you just treating me cruel and cruel and crueler......
I feels tired... tired.. and tired....

Even it's not getting any benefits..
But I have no idea why am I still want to doing all goods to you...
(All the way I know is because I'm still love you)

I am really tired.....
I really need a rest...
I had tried my bestest of best on you... and for you....
Sorry if I'm not doing more to you.. Sorry........
Lastly... Hope you get wells all the time...
And the last time........ I love you....

If you feels sad or want to find me...
I am always very welcome!! =)

Our Memory---001

If I'm not mistaken... that day.. was 2010 September 16th
I wanted to go Sunway Lagoon with my friends.. Yet I asked you but you don't want..
Cause you want to go roller with your friends..
I told you before don't go roller cause I'm not at your side and its dangerous for you...
But you don't hear what I said.....
Until 7pm something.... you SMS told me you hurt your arm bone while roller...
It frightened me until I feel so angry and sad... I was keep worry about you..
So I called you and talk with you..
also I've decided the next day(17th September 2010) want to go to your house... to see you... and take care of you.... as your lover... I must taking good care of you..
Cause I don't wish you will get hurt....
Until the next day I went to your home... and I overnight at your home...
I was keep looking at you... and hugging you... make you feel better...

Well.. the funniest things is.. You can't eat and take things...
But you can play PC and SMS... ==
It really make me so confuse that don't know you pain or not LOL..
but anyhow.. I must take care of you... cause I was deeply loving you..


Although we've break.... I also hope you're okay all the time..
I don't wish you hurt or sad...
If you're unhappy or moody... I hope you will find me....
Cause I really want to take care of you.....